You know, I have this unrelenting fear
That I'm wasting every minute, every hour that I'm living here
I won't ask for sympathy
Just the understanding that I can't change that part of me
I'm just scared to admit it, so I act like I don't give a shit
Always hiding behind this masquerade
But I’m starting to get sick of being like this
Trapped in ignorant bliss
The very fabric of my being
Is fucking torn
You know,
I have this unrelenting fear
That I'm fighting the days, but I'm losing the years
It's calling my name
Every day is the same
Except this voice in my head Is merely fuelling the flames
eternal
Her cold hands delicately run across my spine, tracing each vertebrae carefully
Making a mental image of my back using the piercing ends of her claws
With caution, she uses her razor-sharp nails to find each muscle as she tours my body
I can feel her legs wrapped around me tightening, her nails digging deeper.
Please
Don’t let go.
Please
Although it hurts
Please
Let this pain be a memory I can't let go of
Please
Become one with me
Just one last time
prisoners
I watched a tattered old man die in the cold yesterday
He slept in the street
Left there alone, hungry
I left him there, with nothing to eat
We watch men shoveling coal and shit
Trading their souls for a paycheck
They watch us from an ivory tower
Force feeding us failure
"Eat what you're given"
Laughing while we claw at the scraps
Everyone I once loved
Died in the passenger seat of the hearse of which I am the conductor